Busy but pretend not to be...

I've lots..lots..lotsss to do since the kick off meeting for my project helded last monday...
but,the more work i've got, the lazier i've been..

i dont know why... i just cant realised just yet how important this practical should be for my future....maybe i've already realised it..but i choose not to... :(

i should be more productive worker as i am only an intern here...

i should grab this chance to learn more from other experience workers as i only have 2 months left...

i should ........get back to work..humpffff

tHis taGginG stUff nEvEr eNds..

I'm soooo right...from friendster to facebook and then straight to blogger...this tagging stuff keep tagging along..ahaks... i've never (as long as i remembered) complete all of those tagging stuff before, but since Yanie tag me this time..i'll try my best ,ok? hiks...



Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1) kind and understanding ... and i could say supportive at times.. :)

2) i wouldnt be bother to call her in the middle of the night..as she will always answer my call and i really appreciate you for that :)

3) my holiday trip partner.... Last minute plan will always work for us :) any plan for our next trip?

4) full of emotion..or emotional i could say ..hiks... if there's anything that bother you again..feel free to tell me dearie :)

5) Love outside activities...senang cite..not a homey type...



Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..

(1) second child..

(2) mengidam nk nasi lemak dengan sotong sambal yang tak pedas sangat.

(3) nak nasi beryani dengan makan kambing grillen yg sedap jugak....

(4) sdg bersemangat waja belajar berenang throu internet...sbb tak nk bayar pegi kelas berenang. 3 kali per week g Hallenbad City tu...semangat x?

(5) rs cam nak main bowling but xde membe nak pegi..sume jauh2..sob..sob

(6) nak tgk movie Transformer jugak, tapi housemate slalo ajak tgk cite auf deutsch..

(7) sdg semangat merancang nk g camping n main toboganning ride..but cm ramai x interested je... dr semangat2 trus dah jd malas dah...

(8) lagi 2 bulan lebih abis praktikum...xtau nk rasa ape? gembire or sedih...

(9) tetibe rs nak makan kek choclate plak...aish..leh gemok cmni...

(10) merindui seseorang :)






Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

*kene bg kat sape yg ade blog je kan? or boleh je yg xde? yg xde tu buat kat comment area tu jer ..

1) Aziah : my best bud since...forever...hiks....caring and very supportive!! good luck with your prac gurl!! i know you can be a good teacher :)

2) Wannur : budak mate burung hantu!!! my best chum!!! merindui kamuuuu... bile mau update blog kamu????

3) Yanie : boleh ke tag ko lg? ahaks.... best friend forever....

4) Fadhli : my so called soulmate :) together forever....

5) Hajar : my best ex-roomie ever!!! kekadang tenggelam kekadang timbul....xtau cmne nk reach dye..hiks...

6) Ayue : my twins...lain mak lain bapak lain mke sume... but we do have a lot in common..u do know wut i mean rite ayue ;)

7) Ina : member kamcing gak la... ahaks...ko buat jgk tag ni..xkire wlpn ko xde blog..ahaks..

8) Tasha : ni pon same..kejap tenggelam kejap timbol...cmne nk jumpe nih? ;)

9) Ayob,Fira, Kucai,Acap, : sile lah buat tag ini rakan2 bloggerkuu...

10) yana ,ieqa,fatin..silelah buat juge ye adik2 kuuu...

the End

get a L.I.F.E!!!

get a life , will you people?
*i dont mean you over there... but its for you..yeah you over here....*

Obviously,you dont need milions to get a healthy and wonderful life..
*but if u do have milions...theres nothing more i can say :)*

Make the most of your life, so that you'll not regret it later... I mean, for crying out loud dont just work..work..work...and forget that life is more than just work!!
Seriously,people...humphhffff....

I've gone throu 3 meeting in a row today...that the reasons why i've been a lil grumpy the whole day..how can i not be? i just sat in those meeting without saying A WORD ,ok!! maybe i do understand what's goin on,but i was too tired to transfer all the informations straightly to my brain...it was just way tooo much..

or maybe its Monday = i like to call it Moodyday... i really cant focus if its monday :)

i was just back from Reutlingen yesterday..

• Super Bowl in Reutlingen on Friday nite
• done *a lil bit* shopping in Stuttgart on Saturday
• kitchen crasher on Saturday nite...* Sorry guys..didnt meant to break ur only kitchen..lps ni dh xdtg dh reutlingen :( *

ok..gtg...need to get my life back ...yuhuuu....

tensi gileeeee!!!

grrrr....hari dah la panas...tapi xdapat nk lawan kepanasan hatiku ini!!!!

bonggok punye makcik-makcik!!! cissss.. *nk marah2 kne la gne bhs ibunda,baru feel sket*

Mase lunch break, sedang asyik aku melayan my second chocolate bun di bawah sepohon pokok sambil membaca novel cinta Dejavu ku... ade la 2 org makcik ni kate nk duduk skali..ok la fine..
pastu dye kate ade 2 org lg nk duduk skalik..ok la fine...pastu..bile pikir balik kat meje tu ade 4 je kerusi..lantak la kan...

ak buat xtau je la mle2...then sorg tu ckp *Bdak ni paham ke tak ni?* ( dlm bhs swiss german yg huduh itu)..what de heck? ade ke patut soh aku blah? walhal bnyk je meje lain kat situ ok...but xde la pokok rimbun..but still...

tau x ape yg aku lakukan? WALK AWAY.... wut de? nape la ak walk away? ms tu blur2..but sepjg perjalanan balik ofis..mmg ketensnenan la ngn tindakan sendiri!!!kejadian yg xdapat dilupekan utk hari ini dan sekaligus tak dapat memaafkan tindakan diri sendiri!!!! kenape laaaa bonggok sgt diri sendri..membiarkan org lain memijak2 kepalemu itu...not literally la kan...

xpe2...sabar2...maybe itulah tindakan terbaik ...agaknye...

cis..tetap rs bodus!!!

Everyone matters ......

Everyone matters...yeah...yeah right!! is it? or is it not?

Perhaps some of you will agree with it and some of you dont.. Well, as for me i would prefer if we change it to "Everyone matters a little but not everyone matters a lot".Before i write any further and receive a lot of criticsm by some of you guys instead ,i just want to let you now that i am not trying to suggest that they dont earn as much air as the person next to them.What i really mean is that they don't hold significant importance in my personal happiness or even my future :) so,why should everyone matter? i dont even need them to think that i matter to them.But if they think that i matter more to them.i am very much flatter *wink*

Over the past 23 years of my life, i admit that my biggest flaw as a person is i rather think about myself first before i think about others...(i only mean in my decision making part)...is not that i didnt considered my parent's or even someone that think i matter to them's opinions or advice.. i just thought that all those opinions and advice will effect my decision and of course automatically will change my future..thats what i think, so far..

But actually,i truely understand why they gone through all those trouble just to give me a piece of advice before i made any decision.i know that i'm the type of girl that love to try new things but there is always a limit that i draw..Unfortunately, they didnt see it..they didnt trust my judgement...( i dont either..hiks) All in all,they actually just dont want to see i regret my own decision.. Thank you for those who may concern :)

i'm not good in decision-making myself,but i just dont like people judging my decision..sometimes i regret my own decision but that is what Life is all about... always full of surprises..up and down..but i still have to live with my regret up untill now :(

Its not a pain in the Ass if i take their opinions in consideration,thou..but the me before rather dump their opinion in the dust bin than to hear them.. But now, its the new me we're talking about ...the me now will try my Ass off (didnt it too much Ass word ? hiks..)to be more open and calm when it comes to recieve their opinion, advice or even criticsm :) Actually, i do need..even we all do need others opinion in every parts of our life..we cant live without others...they butt in in our problems because they care ... So do care about me,my friends..give me any advice,criticsm or anything... i hope those fruits of thought of yours can help me to be a better person :)