Busy but pretend not to be...

I've lots..lots..lotsss to do since the kick off meeting for my project helded last monday...
but,the more work i've got, the lazier i've been..

i dont know why... i just cant realised just yet how important this practical should be for my future....maybe i've already realised it..but i choose not to... :(

i should be more productive worker as i am only an intern here...

i should grab this chance to learn more from other experience workers as i only have 2 months left...

i should ........get back to work..humpffff

tHis taGginG stUff nEvEr eNds..

I'm soooo right...from friendster to facebook and then straight to blogger...this tagging stuff keep tagging along..ahaks... i've never (as long as i remembered) complete all of those tagging stuff before, but since Yanie tag me this time..i'll try my best ,ok? hiks...



Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1) kind and understanding ... and i could say supportive at times.. :)

2) i wouldnt be bother to call her in the middle of the night..as she will always answer my call and i really appreciate you for that :)

3) my holiday trip partner.... Last minute plan will always work for us :) any plan for our next trip?

4) full of emotion..or emotional i could say ..hiks... if there's anything that bother you again..feel free to tell me dearie :)

5) Love outside activities...senang cite..not a homey type...



Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..

(1) second child..

(2) mengidam nk nasi lemak dengan sotong sambal yang tak pedas sangat.

(3) nak nasi beryani dengan makan kambing grillen yg sedap jugak....

(4) sdg bersemangat waja belajar berenang throu internet...sbb tak nk bayar pegi kelas berenang. 3 kali per week g Hallenbad City tu...semangat x?

(5) rs cam nak main bowling but xde membe nak pegi..sume jauh2..sob..sob

(6) nak tgk movie Transformer jugak, tapi housemate slalo ajak tgk cite auf deutsch..

(7) sdg semangat merancang nk g camping n main toboganning ride..but cm ramai x interested je... dr semangat2 trus dah jd malas dah...

(8) lagi 2 bulan lebih abis praktikum...xtau nk rasa ape? gembire or sedih...

(9) tetibe rs nak makan kek choclate plak...aish..leh gemok cmni...

(10) merindui seseorang :)






Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

*kene bg kat sape yg ade blog je kan? or boleh je yg xde? yg xde tu buat kat comment area tu jer ..

1) Aziah : my best bud since...forever...hiks....caring and very supportive!! good luck with your prac gurl!! i know you can be a good teacher :)

2) Wannur : budak mate burung hantu!!! my best chum!!! merindui kamuuuu... bile mau update blog kamu????

3) Yanie : boleh ke tag ko lg? ahaks.... best friend forever....

4) Fadhli : my so called soulmate :) together forever....

5) Hajar : my best ex-roomie ever!!! kekadang tenggelam kekadang timbul....xtau cmne nk reach dye..hiks...

6) Ayue : my twins...lain mak lain bapak lain mke sume... but we do have a lot in common..u do know wut i mean rite ayue ;)

7) Ina : member kamcing gak la... ahaks...ko buat jgk tag ni..xkire wlpn ko xde blog..ahaks..

8) Tasha : ni pon same..kejap tenggelam kejap timbol...cmne nk jumpe nih? ;)

9) Ayob,Fira, Kucai,Acap, : sile lah buat tag ini rakan2 bloggerkuu...

10) yana ,ieqa,fatin..silelah buat juge ye adik2 kuuu...

the End

get a L.I.F.E!!!

get a life , will you people?
*i dont mean you over there... but its for you..yeah you over here....*

Obviously,you dont need milions to get a healthy and wonderful life..
*but if u do have milions...theres nothing more i can say :)*

Make the most of your life, so that you'll not regret it later... I mean, for crying out loud dont just work..work..work...and forget that life is more than just work!!
Seriously,people...humphhffff....

I've gone throu 3 meeting in a row today...that the reasons why i've been a lil grumpy the whole day..how can i not be? i just sat in those meeting without saying A WORD ,ok!! maybe i do understand what's goin on,but i was too tired to transfer all the informations straightly to my brain...it was just way tooo much..

or maybe its Monday = i like to call it Moodyday... i really cant focus if its monday :)

i was just back from Reutlingen yesterday..

• Super Bowl in Reutlingen on Friday nite
• done *a lil bit* shopping in Stuttgart on Saturday
• kitchen crasher on Saturday nite...* Sorry guys..didnt meant to break ur only kitchen..lps ni dh xdtg dh reutlingen :( *

ok..gtg...need to get my life back ...yuhuuu....

tensi gileeeee!!!

grrrr....hari dah la panas...tapi xdapat nk lawan kepanasan hatiku ini!!!!

bonggok punye makcik-makcik!!! cissss.. *nk marah2 kne la gne bhs ibunda,baru feel sket*

Mase lunch break, sedang asyik aku melayan my second chocolate bun di bawah sepohon pokok sambil membaca novel cinta Dejavu ku... ade la 2 org makcik ni kate nk duduk skali..ok la fine..
pastu dye kate ade 2 org lg nk duduk skalik..ok la fine...pastu..bile pikir balik kat meje tu ade 4 je kerusi..lantak la kan...

ak buat xtau je la mle2...then sorg tu ckp *Bdak ni paham ke tak ni?* ( dlm bhs swiss german yg huduh itu)..what de heck? ade ke patut soh aku blah? walhal bnyk je meje lain kat situ ok...but xde la pokok rimbun..but still...

tau x ape yg aku lakukan? WALK AWAY.... wut de? nape la ak walk away? ms tu blur2..but sepjg perjalanan balik ofis..mmg ketensnenan la ngn tindakan sendiri!!!kejadian yg xdapat dilupekan utk hari ini dan sekaligus tak dapat memaafkan tindakan diri sendiri!!!! kenape laaaa bonggok sgt diri sendri..membiarkan org lain memijak2 kepalemu itu...not literally la kan...

xpe2...sabar2...maybe itulah tindakan terbaik ...agaknye...

cis..tetap rs bodus!!!

Everyone matters ......

Everyone matters...yeah...yeah right!! is it? or is it not?

Perhaps some of you will agree with it and some of you dont.. Well, as for me i would prefer if we change it to "Everyone matters a little but not everyone matters a lot".Before i write any further and receive a lot of criticsm by some of you guys instead ,i just want to let you now that i am not trying to suggest that they dont earn as much air as the person next to them.What i really mean is that they don't hold significant importance in my personal happiness or even my future :) so,why should everyone matter? i dont even need them to think that i matter to them.But if they think that i matter more to them.i am very much flatter *wink*

Over the past 23 years of my life, i admit that my biggest flaw as a person is i rather think about myself first before i think about others...(i only mean in my decision making part)...is not that i didnt considered my parent's or even someone that think i matter to them's opinions or advice.. i just thought that all those opinions and advice will effect my decision and of course automatically will change my future..thats what i think, so far..

But actually,i truely understand why they gone through all those trouble just to give me a piece of advice before i made any decision.i know that i'm the type of girl that love to try new things but there is always a limit that i draw..Unfortunately, they didnt see it..they didnt trust my judgement...( i dont either..hiks) All in all,they actually just dont want to see i regret my own decision.. Thank you for those who may concern :)

i'm not good in decision-making myself,but i just dont like people judging my decision..sometimes i regret my own decision but that is what Life is all about... always full of surprises..up and down..but i still have to live with my regret up untill now :(

Its not a pain in the Ass if i take their opinions in consideration,thou..but the me before rather dump their opinion in the dust bin than to hear them.. But now, its the new me we're talking about ...the me now will try my Ass off (didnt it too much Ass word ? hiks..)to be more open and calm when it comes to recieve their opinion, advice or even criticsm :) Actually, i do need..even we all do need others opinion in every parts of our life..we cant live without others...they butt in in our problems because they care ... So do care about me,my friends..give me any advice,criticsm or anything... i hope those fruits of thought of yours can help me to be a better person :)

tic..toc..tic..toc...

30 minuten bis 1700... warum die Zeit fliesst viel zu langsam!!
grrrr

Endlich Wochenende!!!

drei Stunden noch!! ich möchte nicht mehr warten bis 1700...grrrr...Feierabend und natürlich Wochenende warte auf mich!!!!!

Heute werde ich auf deutsch schreiben,weil ich zwischen diese 2 Monaten selten Gelegenheit habe ,auf Deutsch zu schreiben. .einfach mein Grammatik-Fehler verlassen..ahaks..
was am wichtigsten ist ,dass du mein Schreiben richtig verstehen kann,oder? was auch immer!!

Hast du einmal über Wildwasserfahrt bzw. Rafting gehört? Am 27.Juni 2009 werde ich in solche Event in Interlaken teilnehmen..Wer hast Lust mitzukommen? Jede kostet Geld und diese Rafting Trip wird naturlich ein bisschen viel Geld brauchen. Aber es wird sich lohnen auszuprobieren..wer mag kann sich bei mir melden..

letztlich möchte ich euch schon mal ein schönes Wochenende wünschen! Und natürlich einen schönen Freitag...

p/s : i apologize to non-German speaking readers for writting in german ;)

exciting,incredible and torturing part 2....

hurm..where did i stopped? err..ummph..grrr... okayh2..i'm not gonna wrote about the cycling part anymore....i just want to erase that memories of mine for the rest of this months until my body recover to its normal state :)

then..after the whole tiring day..we enjoyed our night life in Sion..There was a very "not so small and not so huge" Festival going on there..they called it Festival of Arts.. There were a lot of food's stalls and people of course... As we followed the road, we could see a lot of performance performed by people of Sion itself..There were magic show,hip hop show,small theater and even big mascot show..it was fun..but i just cant feel it as my body was slowly shutting down its system :( seriously...i've done enough sport for the whole year okayh?!!! what do you expect?

After a good night sleep..i was very excited to continue our trip to Sion Castle and Subteranean Lake ...but ..oOOh..O00h...when i give myself one second thought on how are we going up there on the castle and that so called Subteranean Lake.. my exciting feeling dissapeared without a mist...

We've to walk up the Hill to get to that Castle..Its about 0ne hour walk...but..i still can use my left over energy from yesterday...but then, what they called the true WALK begins... Where the hell is that Subteranean Lake?!! We were walking up the hills and we've to climb all the way up n went down again to reached the other side of the hills..it tooked us 3 more *u**ing hours to get there.. Fortunately the lake was very very very incredible..SubhanaALLAH is all i can say... All of my sweat was paid up :)

the whole day was fun but i didnt talked as much as i'm used too bcoz i'm not a very friendly kind of person when it comes to meeting new people...you know what i mean..i dont want to talk too much and annoyed those people..and most of them have already met one another,thou..and most of them are drinkers...so,at least they have something to talk about....Well,it doesnt really matter to me,thou...As long as i'm having fun myself..(kan..kan..yanie..ahaks)

then about 2300 i've already in my bed in Dietikon,Zurich..Sleeping like a baby..even not the cute one thou :)

exciting.incredible and torturing part 1...

geillllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!

My Weekend was totally..i mean TOTALLY rox!!
Eventhou on Saturday morning was raining cats and dogs, our trip was still on scheduled.. but during our ride to Oberwald(French Speaking part of Switzerland) ,all of us were like complaining the whole time about the weather ..We know that there was no chance for us to cycle in this kind of weather...but..after the train passed through the 20minutes ride tunnel...the weather incredibly change 360 deg... or mybe only 200 deg..but whatever...the rain stopped!!!

then we ride another train which have the steepest rail that i've ever ride in...this train brought us up half way to the mountain..the rail was circling the mountain 3 time before we reached our destination... i supposed to see the same church up on the other mountain over and over again(3x).. but i didnt..i was too excited enjoying the scenery..it was a very interesting ride :)

When we reached Oberwald... there was when my really real adventure begins...
ahaks...its a whole new experience for me to participate in this kind of event!! I've told you in my last entry that i've signed up for the easy biking weekend..Well, if you read the name itself,its called EASY biking...so,its supposed to be easy right? Damn, its a lot harder than its sound....

Olga and i

There are 11 of us that stupid enough to fall for the so called EASY biking Weekend... all of us thought that we're going to cycle in the city, enjoying the mountain and all kind of easy and relaxing stuff...but our idea of easy biking was totally messed up...it turned out that we have to cycle aroud 50km from Oberwald to Brig up and down the mountain...after about 2 hours cycling , i was totally exhausted..i cant even pushed my bike up the hills...i was thingking just to quit and take the train somewhere and go back home.....but it seems that everyone was trying their best there...So i cycled my ass off until we'd reached Brigg..It was like 6 hours later ,ok...I just couldnt believe it myself,that i had cycled 6 hours in one day!!!

OMG ..my ass hurts like hell...

to be continued....

raining..tsk..tsk..

gosh...i always do remember to check the weather ..but not this time...i forgot to check the weather for tomorrow until i received an email from the cycling trip organiser...guess what?? its rainning...rainning and isnt gonna stop for the whole weekend...
However the trip is still on,babes..what an adventure..cycling in the mountain plus the heavy rain!! ahaks...

I must finish all my work before 1600..i ñeed to go for my only rain jacket hunting..weee~~

wish me luck ..

Cycling huh?

Yikes, is it Friday already? hey..seriously its really Friday?? fuh.. Thank God it is!!!

I¨ll be waiting for Friday every week..since i started my practical...Its not like i hate my job or anything..but i just cant stand the idea that i have to work my ass off 9 hours per day, 5 days per week with only about 12 days off per 6 months!! I cant argue about the salary,thou..but i just thought that i'm not ready to enter the whole working life just yet... i guess ,it just that my body is already imune with the 'escape clases' student life thigie...hiks..


but.. to regain my energy for the next working week..i wish that my weekend will be full of activities that gonna take my mind off from work :) i really meant it!!


This weekend gonna be not only a good one but also will be one of the most exciting weekend for me..i hope(InsyaAllah).. Tomorrow at 7:15 am sharp i have to meet all the trainee members under the big clock at the Zürich train Station.. then at 7:30am --> the beginning of my cycling trip to Mount Wallis, Switzerland !! ahaks.... can you believe it? i cant believe it either..haha...i just thought cycling on the mountain gonna be great plus its healthy too!! besides, I can get away from this busy city and breath a lot of fresh air there...

I've been looking foward for this trip since last 2 weeks...Semangat gile go for bag pack hunting and all kind of stuff hunting..but finally..i just use my old laptop backpack...


its such a waste to buy a new one if i've already got one..even its not suitable...i just dont care anymore..hiks..as long as im comfortable with it...



I just cant write any longer,babes... my supervisor is staring at my pc since i started writing this entry...grrr... sape suruh tak bagi keje banyak2.. haha....


Neway, see you on my next entry...


hug and kisses..muah..muah....

Its all about Paris....

pic taken at 00:01 on 30 Jun 2009

...P.A.R.I.S...

Its like a place where most people dream to visit one day... A place where all the dreams came true...a place where all the romance begin...zap!!!! that is all lies which been created by their tourism of Paris..ahaks... I've been there last week. 5 days and 4 nights that i could never forget for the rest of my life(erm..maybe..maybe not) ahaks..whatever... Paris was nice..beautiful at night..clear blue sky when its not raining..a lLOT of place that they claim as tourist attraction..a lot of coloured people selling keychain...a lot of attitude ladies that showing us a piece of paper begging us for money... a lot of halal restaurant(yummy2)....dirty Metro...bla..bla..bla..

We flew there by Air France flight..Alhamulillah our flight was ontime and nothing bad ever happened during its landing...When i came back to Zürich,I was shocked to death when i heard about the Air France Flight dissapeared one day after our Flight back to Zürich...Hopefully there will be more surivor than expeccted..InsyaAllah....

Well,do you wonder why did i put only the Eiffel Tower picture for this entry?For me Eiffel Tower is the only thing that clearly potray Paris than any other place in Paris...Even Fadhli always confused when i said "ok..lepas Louvre kite g Paris pulak.." eventhough we're already in Paris?!! ahaks...What i mean is Eiffel Tower..hiks..cant you see?! Eiffel = Paris?!

Eiffel Tower has its own uniqeness ...they dont have it else where..not like all the other buildings...i cant really differentiate it if i flip back our picture in Paris..if u know what i mean...

I do love Paris..dont get me wrong...Paris is lovely...i do want to go there again if i have a chance someday... We have so much fun there..even our hotel was a bit of dissapointment...ahaks...but who cares..as long as it near the metro,rite... We've been all over Paris for the whole 5 days...not to forget Disneyland!!! Seriously, i cant put into words how incredible it was our trip to Paris... I believe,maybe yanie will describe it in more details..hihi..

But overall..i just thought that Istanbul Trip was much more fun..Paris Trip is just 1mm behind Istanbul Trip...Not so much different,i guess..ahaks...Anyway...Paris still rock!!!